one of the greatest things ive seen in a long time

reminds me of “ I always wonder why birds choose to stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on the earth, then I ask myself the same question.”

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My life has gone from bad to worse. I mean for the second night in a row I find myself crying in the dark & miserable and overthinking everything, watching a rom-com that I only mildly enjoy but makes me feel even worse, eating junk food that I know will make me heavier than I already am and therefore more self-concious but I am dependent on it because I just feel so shitty & it makes me feel a tiny bit better, which is why I am spending my money on ‘retail therapy’ which helps me ignore it for a few hours before I slam back down to earth and realize I now have clothes I don’t need, bought with the money I should be saving so I can pay off the debt to my parents, but instead buy tickets to uni social events that I only half (or less) enjoy and lie about having so much fun so that the people around me think I am having an alright time and not writiing things like this and feeling that my life in meaningless and not worthwile.

I mean why are things so shit. I fucking hate life right now and I feel so alone and I really just need a shoulder to cry on and someone to fucking hug me and tell me (even if I don’t believe it) that things will get better because I’m really struggling and I just don’t know what I’ll do if things get worse.

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